Sunday, 23 September 2007
thank you so much, each and every one of you who left me thoughtful and supportive comments and emails today. i've been trying to not dwell on the baby attempts here too much but when you're posting every day, i guess you've got to be true to what you're feeling. and i'm feeling bad. sad. let down. deflated. but still hopeful. and sick of hoping all at the same time. for anyone who's walking into this conversation feeling like they missed something, i posted about this ongoing drama first here, then here, here and here, if you want to get caught up. (sorry, i was going to write out a short version but just can't face rehashing it at the minute.)
i did have a great day though, thanks to lovely support from you guys over breakfast, followed by coffee with the delightful dana and her cutey, mahlie. then i did a bit of very successful thrift shopping which always lifts my spirits a bit! even though i had to fight down the guilt at bringing more things into the house when it's such a disaster. sometimes, however, there are treasures you just can't leave behind, and japanese mugs with a danish style design, cheap pure linen and vintage fabrics all make that list with me.