Wednesday, 1 April 2009
blurry but i love it so
it was so great of so many of you to weight in on my baby and parenting fears, it's made me feel better that it is so common to be apprehensive about having another baby. any change is scary, i guess, especially when you have some inkling as to what you're in for. the last couple of months, i was actually feeling better about potentially having another baby and i think getting the flu the other week really freaked me out about being pregnant again. i just can't imagine feeling sick and exhausted for weeks on end again and this time with someone else to take care of all day and night.
it'll be a while before we really get serious about having another baby. i don't know how long, sooner or later, but a while anyway. and i still may not feel completely ready when it happens, i'm sure i'm always going to be a little bit terrified, but that's life, you know? that's what it's all about.